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About Eleanor Leysa

I was born on September 4, year of the horse at Santa Rosa, Laguna. I have one special brother named Toto, a lovable mother named Nene and a respectable & responsible father named Jeffrox, whom I cherish and dearly love. I'm a BS ComSci graduate somewhere in Laguna and currently working in a BPO company as a data encoder/editor/proofreader in Alabang.

Kaibigan

Paligid ay nagiging makulay
Ngiti sa mga labi’y laging sumisilay
Buhay sa piling nyo’y walang lumbay
Sa tuwing kayo’y aking kasabay.

Problema’y saglit na nawawaglit
Lungkot at pangamba’y naaalis kahit saglit
Sa tuwing kayo’y aking kasama
Araw ko’y walang kasing saya.

Hatid nyo’y laging saya’t ligaya
Kung may lungkot sa aking mga mata
Handa rin kayong umagapay at umalalay
Kapag nangangailangan ako ng isang karamay.

Kaibigan, sa lahat ng araw na ating pinagsamahan
Sa lahat ng mga halakhak at ngiti
Na sa aki’y iyong ibinabahagi lagi
Taos puso akong nagpapasalamat ng marami.

The Sides of Life

Life’s so full of mysteries
So full of hardships
So full of trials
And so full of colors…

Life’s sometimes too complicated to handle
And sometimes too easy
Sometimes you’re up and sometimes you’re down
But never ever let your hope be gone
For every night there will be dawn…

Star

Up in the sky
There’s the star that’s so high
Shining brightly as ever
That everyone wish to conquer.

You’re so far away
Yet I can’t get you out of my way
Thinking of you day by day
Come what may.

Love Changes Everything

You fill up my life with happiness

You have touched my heart with tenderness

You make me feel your sweet caress

And even take away my sadness.

You light up my mind with inspiration

And let me do things with determination

You’ve let me believe in imagination

And have set me free from depression.

You’ve let me sing a song from my heart

You’ve kept me away from tearing apart

You’ve shared with me your deepest part

To let me know that we’ll never be apart.

You have changed everything in my world

You’ve let me live in peace and concord

You’ve let me open my mind and soul

And let me have a whole new hope.

Candle in the Night

Alone in the dark, standing
Wishing a wind to come in
A wind that will comfort me
Dry the tears to make me see
But still I want to give light
A light that is surely bright
And shining throughout the night
Making a place full of life.

Wishing Star

Wishing to a star
A star that’s so bright and clear
But it seems so far and dim.

Lost Dreamer

I’ve been so lonely and lost
There is something missing inside me
Searching what went wrong
To feel this kind of emptiness.

I’ve always been searching
Thinking of what would fill my life
To let me feel the reason of my existence
In this world full of trials.

It’s been a long while
That I’ve felt this
I want to find myself
I just want to live not just to exist.

Always a dreamer
That’s what I am
I’ve always wish that someday, somehow
I would find the other part of me.

A Confession

I just can’t help it
I still love you, don’t you feel that?
I can’t fight with this feeling anymore
Every day passed, my love for you also grows
But I’m afraid to let it show to you
Afraid that you’ll leaving me behind when you found out
I just can’t stand it when you’re so close to me
I always feel the longing of my heart
That someday you will be mine
That you will also feel the way I feel
But the fact is always here in my mind
That my dreams will never be come true
That my heart can’t win you
The fact that I’m just your friend
I guess, I have to let it go
Face the truth that there would be no
Me and You….

Music

In a dark forest
Amidst a cold and lonely
Music that it plays.

Di Ko Sinasadya

Bakit nga ba puso ko’y nagdurusa
Mga mata’y may lungkot na bumabadya
Sa tuwing ika’y nakikita
Kasama ang iyong mahal na sinta.

Bakit nga ba ako nagkakaganito
Puso ko’y sadyang litung-lito
Di malaman kung ano ang nararamdaman
Nitong damdamin kong puno ng kalungkutan.

Marahil ako nga’y nasasaktan
Siguro’y mahal na kita noon pa man
Ngayo’y puso ko’y nagluluksa
Lumuluha sa kabiguang natamasa.

Di ko sinasadya na maramdaman ito
Basta kusa na lang bumukal sa puso ko
Pilit kong sinugpo ang damdaming namumuo
Pagkat alam kong kamalian ang lahat ng ito.

Sabi mo noo’y martir ako
Marahil nga’y sadyang totoo
Handa akong magdusa alang-alang sa iyo
Basta alam kong maligaya ka sa piling ng sinta mo.

Totoong masakit tanggapin
Ang kabiguang nasa sa akin
Subalit kailangan ko pa ring sikapin
Katotohanan ay aking harapin.

Kaibigan ko, sana’y malaman mo
Kaligayahan mo’y tanging hangad ko
Ngayon sa piling niya natagpuan ito
Masaya na rin ako basta magkaibigan pa rin tayo.

Over the Hills

Sitting on the top of the hill
A place where I could see the whole world
Where I could feel the fresh, soft air
Soothing my trouble mind and soul
Where I could do whatever I want to do
Thinking of what would be my tomorrow
Where I could have my freedom
Even in a short while
Where I could see the sun rise
Believing another day has come
Hoping that it will be a better one.

Alone in this place full of hopes and dreams
Wishing that I could fly high
So that I could reach the deep blue sky
Making my mind touch the clouds and seas
Even the farthest place you could imagine
Hoping by means of these
I could feel eternal peace
That I’ve search for so long….

In this peaceful place I could feel
A sudden ease in all my pains
I could once fought the loneliness in my heart
That keeps me from falling apart
I wish I could stay forever in this dream.